||[Apr. 14th, 2007|12:44 pm]
|||||Outfield - Lose your Love||]|
nagging responsibilities cast away, i was FINALLY able to see my friends up home. and it was grand, ill say. drunken stupors, clouded hazy days, and some interesting conversations reminded me why i feel so alone down here. but, then again...
seeing the way my friends still think drinking and ass are the coolest things on this planet remind me of just how distant ive become to that which i used to love. now, im not one claim that ive matured, because, i havent. just who i am. but, i feel like my friends actually regressed into this retarded version of themselves in highschool, which is basically them plus alcohol. that's not an attack on drinking either, im just saying... its a catyalist. but, when i scope it all down, it was an awesome 2 weeks.
hmm. not much else to say really. i miss having someone soft to be around, but, ill live.
finally did it.